Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Things that make me go hmm....

There are so many things that make me go "hmmm..." I don't know where to start. I am a very positive person and like to be around positive people, but sometimes someone says something that just fucks up the mojo of my day.

Example- I had been Emailing with a producer/performer over the past week. I was very honest about the kind of sexual freak I am, what I like, do, don't do (REALLY SHORT LIST ON DON'T LOL). He had initially said he wanted to talk rates and shoot some content...

Well.. all of a sudden today he starts talking about how he wants to fuck me -like off camera- I was straight up told him I have an S/O.Then all of a sudden he blocks me and I was like WTF?
Is this not PORN? Do we not have sex on film for money? Damn we all have bills to pay but this guy wants a freebie? Not to mention that even if I was single I don't just  give it up like that!!

We work in the SEX business....  I love having sex in my life with various people. I am polyamorous by nature, but don't expect me to just lay it out when I don't even know you.

Rant over......

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Drinking,Drugging and why it doesn't belong in porn.

I am far from a perfect human being- trust me I have many flaws. I can however say that I haven't ever done drugs or alcohol- watching my older siblings taught me what NOT to do.

On twitter there is always someone tweeting about getting "fucked up" or making references to various street drugs and alcohol.

Social drinking I find acceptable. I do not partake, but it doesn't bother me. What DOES bother me is when people let substances get in the way of leading a productive life.

I see tweets from Producers all the time about girls being flakey, hung over, messed up, whatever.
I have one question- WHY DO YOU LET THEM WORK?? If someone is unreliable I know I am not working with that person again. It's just not going to happen.

I love to fuck, suck and can squirt circles around hung over twits that think thier pussy/dick is going to be a goldmine forever- NEWS FLASH- You ARE replaceable. We all are.

One word of advice- Don't TWEET and DRINK. Remember what your responsibilites are to whom you are promoting. Come off as a classy lady/gent not an uneducated low life. Impressions DO count and I get embarassed for the people that don't realize what they are putting out there because they are intoxicated.

I also hold strong to my belief that if you HAVE to get fucked up to do a scene- you shouldn't be in the biz. If it's that difficult to shoot a scene sober than it's obviously bothering you.
When I was a dancer I would hear girls say all the time "I gotta get a few drinks in me before I go on."

Um... Why?? Do the men watching you repulse you so-or is what you are doing to make a living driving nails through your heart?
It's not worth it. I LOVE what I do so I get up and DO IT and I am happy to have a job. I don't think of myself as a DIVA with a platinum pussy (though my pussy does get LOTS of compliments) I just happen to love sex and LOTS of it.

It's kind of like how sad I was watching Kacey Jordan on her goodbye tweet last week. I wasn't sad that she was leaving the biz- obviously she is not comfortable in her own skin- but sad to see what drugs/alcohol have done to such a young girl.

I remember a now departed (as in dead) porn star that was on the feature circuit in the 90's. She would come onstage drunk as hell, on drugs and she was just a mess. I had to dance after her and she was STILL rolling around on the stage in a stupor when my music started. I felt so sorry for her. I have addicts  in my family- I know the pain people feel and that sometimes they use stuff to deaden the pain.... I just don't  understand ruining your life- and BTW this porn star ended up OD'ing and dying.

Something to think about.......

Monday, June 6, 2011

Cal-Osha meeting tomorrow!!

I sadly cannot attend the meeting. I am stuck here in San Diego. I encourage EVERYONE to attend this meeting so that our voices are heard.

Can you imagine watching a porn movie and right when a girls nice wet pink tongue is about to touch another woman's engorged clit- suddenly she breaks out a DENTAL DAM and we can't see the action?

Or when the XXX Stud pulls off the condom for a cum shot but first the actress he is shooting with has to pull on her plastic welders mask so that not a drop of that yummy goodness gets anywhere near her??

Not to mention that I have tried the dental dam thing out in real life just to see how it felt and it felt like NOTHING!!
Do I want to get my ass rimmed with a plastic covering? No, I love the wet feeling of a tongue up my butt!!

Please everyone attend the meeting. It's at the CalTrans Building in L.A. at 10am Tuesday morning.
I love you all